My conversation with Myself

One thing I most awaited was 'holidays' ,especially holidays for months to together..finally I got them. the problem is that,it is not as good doing as i thought. Everyday i should come up with something which will keep me busy for the rest of the day.but its hard thinking different jobs everyday.I started spending time with no one else but me ,only me.


This is how the first day of this month went...I heard some people talking around me ,i tried to ignore them and continue my dream. then I made up my mind to get up at 7am!In a dreamy state, grabbed the brush next the newspaper. turned to last page,i do that every time, reading from the last the last page..,i like being in empty stomach or i have brunch. then did some chores and had my lunch and sat in front of computer hoping that there is someone to chat..next 2 hrs went that way.then roamed around the house,bullied my cat,then searched for something in my house but i don't know what was actually expecting .


Then waited until the evening .then shot out of my house,to my friend's house and spent some time talking about our good old school ,teachers ,classmates ,went for a walk ,played a game. then i reached home exhausted ,refreshed myself and sat down to play my piano .I revised my old pieces ,composed new ones. then my mom called for dinner .I'll be right in front of the TV.my mom drops my plate in my lap and take it after i finish my food every night. then I got back to my computer ,heard some songs ,ignoring my mom's shout to try out some C-program. Then I lied down in my bed with my mobile.my friends message me a lot at night more than day time! I like doing that either.chats go on till late night . sometimes it crosses even 12am.


If u are interested to know how the rest of the days in that month went ,read this article 29 times..i really mean it. This article contains 15 'I's . the whole day ,the whole month revolved around me. no one else, just me. At one point of time i felt holidays aren't that inviting rather delightful. I still got 4 more months to spend in loneliness.I speak with myself a lot and this is a bit of my conversation with myself.